Wednesday, November 16, 2016
It has been seven days since I left my post as a watchmen on the wall. I had no intention of returning, however, God had other intentions. A night or two ago I heard in my spirit - "stand your post" which "I" interpreted to mean get back on the wall and do the job you have been called to do. I also listened to the blogtalk radio, John Baptist,
tonight Bette Stevens was on. Her admonition to the watchmen was (at least to me) confirmation it was time.
I never sought this assignment, it sought me - last year a month after the SCOTUS decision to legalize sodomy. From that moment until last week I attempted to stand as a faithful witness for my LORD. But I sinned in that I listened to men and not Holy Spirit. Tonight came these words: "daughter, the greatness of God overshadows the shallowness of man. NEVER AGAIN allow fallen man to steal, kill and destroy that which I have given you..."
I want to thank all of you who have prayed for me, posted words of encouragement and wished me well. I am grateful the cutting remarks were few. I feel no need to apologize for anything I have posted. My sin, for which I have repented (and been forgiven) was that I trusted in the word of man instead of The Word of God. If you feel error was made, pray about it, seek God for answers but keep your opinions to yourself. I am moving forward and with the help of my Abba Father will remember this week as one in which I felt fear, pain, horror and grief that I might have spoken an untruth and brought shame to my LORD. Also this week will be remembered as one in which I realized just how very much I need and love Him and how great is His love for us His children.
November 16, 2016**** "Would there be ten righteous among you? Would that righteousness would prevail in America. If My people would truly humble themselves (2 Chronicles 7:14), seek Me and turn from their wicked ways I would heal, deliver and restore their land, but I see no evidence of repentance. Jubilation from many, rage, anger from others but where is the repentance? A house divided cannot it will not stand. America is greatly divided and great will be her fall. In days ahead to trust in fallen man will prove to be unwise.
My house should be a house of prayer but it has become a den of thieves."
"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9